Natalia Harp’s intimate letters to President Donald Trump have been revealed in full, offering a glimpse into the deep devotion she expressed toward the president. The letters were written during or shortly after Trump’s 2023 trip to Scotland and Ireland, when Harp was 31 and Trump was 76.

The revelation comes amid growing scrutiny over Trump’s relationship with Harp and the extent of her influence around the president, following comments by Georgia Senator Jon Ossoff that drew renewed attention to their close relationship.

In one letter, reported by Daily Beast, Harp apologizes to Trump over incidents during the trip and says she wants “things to always be right between us.” She also describes being distracted and struggling with sleep and eating while worrying that other people’s remarks could affect how Trump viewed her.

Harp refers to Trump as her “Guardian and Protector” and says she does not want to let him down. The letters also show her describing herself as the “Human Printer,” a nickname reportedly given to her because she printed positive stories and reports for Trump.

In the letter shown in the provided image, Harp writes:

“Dear Mr. President,

I’m sorry. I thought I was the only one left behind last night, and had no idea Margo’s car was also pulled over, and sent back to the Airport. Since I was alone in the van outside Customs without my passport, I panicked, and should have just called Secret Service instead of you. I also am sorry if I was an embarrassment walking the course in Scotland. The first day I was told there were no carts, and people walked, which is why I walked. The second day, I was specifically asked by, I forget who his name was, but one of the main people who worked there, if I could continue walking, and tell any other girls who would head out there to do the same to spare the Course any more Carts. If there is anything else I have done to cause you trouble, please forgive me. I know that some people have said I haven’t been texting them back, and there have been some International cell issues (John was having technical issues on the Plane too, so asked me to help him out).

I want things to always be right between us. I also know I’ve been distracted all week (forgetting to eat throughout the days, and even forgetting to sleep, and only catching a couple hours at a time). I haven’t been myself, dwelling on the Past, and the pain of losing my Dad, and I started letting the remarks of people who haven’t bothered me before, get to me—not because I care what others think, but because I see myself being lowered in your eyes and good opinion. That is the fear you see, because I never want to bring you anything but joy. I’m sorry I lost my focus. You are all that matters to me. I don’t want to ever let you down. Thank you for being my Guardian and Protector in this Life—That’s what I wanted to use this card for, when you saw me at the Cash Register, and once again did what you didn’t have to do, and gifted me with Mementos of this Trip of a Lifetime, a Coming of Age. I will return a better person. I have to sign off now, as the cars are leaving. See you soon.

With all my heart,

Natalie”

The letters were reportedly handed to author Michael Wolff while he was writing his book All or Nothing, which chronicled Trump’s 2024 campaign. The book included extracts, while The New York Times later published shorter extracts from the same letters.

Wolff said the letters were discovered by members of Trump’s staff among the piles of printouts Harp delivered to the president. He said the letters were photographed and circulated among campaign staff, with some aides concerned about Harp’s growing influence.

The letters were written during or immediately after Trump’s May 2023 golfing trip to Scotland and Ireland. Harp was photographed accompanying Trump during the trip, including at his golf courses.

In another passage, Harp describes feeling burned out and says she envied women whose “only ‘job’ seems to be to talk with you and look pretty,” adding, “I want that job!!” She also writes about missing the days when Trump would call her when she was a talk-show host.

Harp also describes her goal as making Trump proud, writing that she wants him to tell her when she fails. She later refers to herself as “unworthy” and ends one of the letters with “With all my heart, Natalie.”